[ He can't bring himself to vocalize his wish that they continue doing this even when they return home. Both of them are busy men. Neither will have time for these little indulgences. And yet he has never wanted something more in his entire life. Even more than when he wanted Nous' gaze as a youth.
It doesn't have to be this way. For the future he desires—a future he hopes Aventurine also desires—he cannot leave anything to chance. ]
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[ He can't bring himself to vocalize his wish that they continue doing this even when they return home. Both of them are busy men. Neither will have time for these little indulgences. And yet he has never wanted something more in his entire life. Even more than when he wanted Nous' gaze as a youth.
It doesn't have to be this way. For the future he desires—a future he hopes Aventurine also desires—he cannot leave anything to chance. ]
I will return to our room in ten minutes.